The end, is only another beginning.

Summer has had its up and downs especially towards the end. I’ll never forget it for I had good times but I reckon that its time for a change and to make things easier I’m heading back to LJ.

Im not sure if it was worth it to sacrifice long term “happiness” with a heartbreak for something that was short. Like I said, it was good whilst it lasted but its time to get over it and the time better be soon. I am trying my best.

2009 you have been good. 2010, i know im greedy, but pls make this better.

so many nights

how things have changed!

I miss you

Dont waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head.

Cant catch tomorrow (good shoes wont save you this time)

Brunch with perry nicky and roseann at spruce today. Breakfast for lunch was pretty good. It was cool cause then we also managed to catch up ds through BB and all that jazz.

Headed down to town and checked out ion and all that.

met Jing after for drinks. that was pretty good. (:

am le tired.

Im back

and it feels weird. I think I will need to stay in Australia for one summer or something.

Guess Im staying home with the bro, watch some DVDs and have some nice takeaway food from the kopitam.

Thursday yo!

Headed out for lunch today with karen and lucy. Had that malaysian food from that malaysian restaurant. Yay to asian food. Got two books – casiono royale and frankenstein. Just thought I really should actually read some of Ian Flemming’s works instead of just watching them. Probably going to head into another bookstore tomorrow to get perfume. Afterall, its really only ten bucks which is good.

Tomorrow’s going to be interesting.
Lunch with jason, getting mum’s stuff, some kind of shopping around newtown maybe?, doc’s appointment and then dinner with john.

The weather is freakish today, apparently it gets worse tomorrow. hope it rains overnight. Shall attempt to finish thud (i have been taking forever) and go back to watching more avatar!

Wednesday and I am too lazy

to pack my cupboard.
to go out.
to decide on whether i want to go to inner west and have a throw around.

or just stay home and watch avatar and sleep and read.

prolly also need to get a book.

Agenda for tuesday

Wake up, exercise, clean up my room.

start with the drawers, then the bookshelve, then the other drawes, then the cupboard. omg. sounds like hell.

maybe nsl at night.

Quick update

Yes, I am desperately trying to study and finishing everything else. lets see what ive done today because I jsut feel like telling u what ive done

woke at 10 cause i couldnt wake up any earlier
10-11 Seminar 5 for crim law (the findlay book is a waste of time cause it got me more confused and i dont have time to undo being confused so had to just move along)
11-12 Reading DPP v Morgan for crim
12-1 ladeedah-ed, took a shower, had lunch and watched house
1-2 ladeedah-ed more, waited forever to get put through to the RTA and then being directed to use the net and am not sure if i even fixed it. i better do.
2-3 govt 2440 week 10: global civil soceity
3-4 govt 2440 week 10 global civil society
4-5 govt 440 week 9 global culture
5-6 govt 2440 wee 9 global culture

and for what i will be doing

630-7 laws seminar 6
7-8 laws seminar 6
8-9 dinner
9-10 laws seminar 6
10-11 laws seminar 6
11-12 laws seminar 6
12-1 laws seminar 7 (hopefully)
1-2 laws seminar 7

and a shower somewhere in btween. MEH

This song just reminds me of you

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing,
Just praying to a God that I dont believe in.
Cause I got time when she’s got freedom,
Cause when a heart break, no, it dont break even.

What am I suppose to say when a best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say when I’m all choked up but you’re okay.
I’m falling to pieces.